Carefree, cautious, cranky. Along with craziness, celebrations and cannonarchy. Cannonarchy is a government by superior firepower or by cannons. I am tired of the superior firepower of the GOP, and equally distraught by the firing of cannons all around throwing blame and attacking each other rather than agreeing that solutions will come in multiple ways, and that the mighty right might not get us where we need to go. Politics is the monkey on your back, in your head, scurrying around in your stomach when you begin to meditate. It is like the buzzing mosquito at nightfall, and the fly that is stuck in bedroom just as you fall asleep. There seems to be no good political news in the U.S.A. I can step out of it, breathe, and find another way for awhile, and then I am back in the angst. calculating change in pay check, when I get my first unemployment check, understanding that I am not the "worst off" and yet knowing my situation is greatly affected by the shut down of state government. I like to go to work. I enjoy vacations. I have one scheduled for next Saturday with my family. This is not a vacation that I am on right now, and not sure the consequences of going on my vacation one week from today! Ugh. Send good thoughts. Breathe through feet. Say a healing prayer. Practice being present, breathe. Oh and could thre be some solutions and reopen state government and all that it means for everyone in this state?
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